Shades Of Phoenix

Nail Polish, Cats & Black Milk <3


it doesn’t matter anymore

that my body is heavier

than it once was

because now my parents can sleep at night

knowing that my heart won’t stop in the next room

i don’t care

that there isn’t a space

between my thighs like last year

because these days my brain can process

things that don’t revolve around food

i’m not bothered

that my collarbones don’t jut out

anymore like shards of glass

because now i can finally be happy;

the version of happy i never thought i deserved

(via peace-l0ve-andwhatever)